Thursday, February 14, 2013 @5:50 PM
Hi blogger,
Nope, scratch that. I had a paragraph or two about my thoughts on ORD but decided not to publish it. No where on the internet is safe. Especially when recently, there has been an investigate ongoing around regarding. Not that what i had to say would tarnish any reputation but to exercise discretion because i can.
Its been a long 1 year 9 months and i have less than 20 days to go. Growing old is compulsory, growing up is optional. Despite that, you have to admit that as you grow old, you will need to grow up to match the challenges out there. I am currently on sudden realization that the reason why i kept saying i feel old, is because i am really growing old. I cannot purchase kids meal without getting weird stares. I cannot use secondary school student discount. I cannot go to a random barber and cut my hair and get charged the price of a secondary school student. I cannot look at pretty school girls and not feel like a pedophile. I am already 21 this year, almost done with national service. Soon after my last stage of education, i will soon be all by myself. No longer talks about all fun and laughter, but about future, money and plans. Ok, i'm sounding a little depressed.
Even so while i am here at home, i have constant communication with Pulau Tekong simply because there are too many problems(cock ups). From what i know, this shouldn't be the life of one that is going to ORD in less than 20 days time. I want to put my mind at ease and handover completely as soon as possible. But things complicate. (and i'm not one of those that exaggerates) What a bumpy 1 year 10 months.
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Sunday, February 10, 2013 @1:16 AM
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Friday, February 8, 2013 @11:02 PM
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